EVA.

just here to say

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:27:23 GMT

HAPPY BIRTDAY DD! :D <3!

and and. everyone's going to start flying off real soon.
bahhh. im starting to miss people already =(
and i'd be missing weiyi terribly soon enough.
>(

thats all.

other stuffs. i'd update antoher day.
am really tired/busy right now. damn.

& rachel tells eva to update her lj(:

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 03:26:12 GMT

so there. im here.
like finally! muahahs.

running plan kinda failed today. nvm nvm.
anothe day kay guen!
:D

hols now. went back to sch for chi lesson ytd.
literally the whole 402 turned up.
and im very pissed off with the chalet stuffs.
stupid. hahahas. i keep getting angry for the ltitlest reasons.
damnit. alright. alright. yeahhh.
something ugly happened. but i think, we're all sensible enough to sortof
erm, understand and put it in our stride.
oh wells.

was almost an hour late in meeting my mom.
idiot. cos lesson ended 25mins late
and i missed the bus while rushing across the bridge,
and had to wait a blardy 20-30mins for the next bus.
lalla. i shall shutup then. since its over.

im totally being nonsensical. bahhhh.
i need your help in this. comeon.

sianz. i dun wanna do chinese.
theres nothign to do.
i dont know what to do.
nothing's going in.
everything's coming out.
this is baddddddd.
btu i want my A.
this isnt going to work man.

im a good girl! =)
like seriously. besides the not studying!
ahahhas. cleaned up the house,
polished the sofas, kept the clothes and ironed them
oh wow whee. now all i need is some inspiration!
and motivation.
or else i'll just keep doing everything else EXCEPT chinese :x

i wonder hows the team doing in Indonesia now.
i gave it up thanks to HCL Os.
i better not screw up tmr. if not, it'd be so yuan wang

cant believe the stuffs some of yall do now.
none of us ever dared to before.
not because we lacked courage to do it.
but we knew otherwise. and there's a better solution.
but mroe importatnly, the respect.
idiots. prove it to her otherwise on court luh. shi ben de!
thats what she likes to see, wants to see in you guys.
ah wells ah wells.

training training tmr.
:D

and yes. i want out.

just like that?

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 07:28:50 GMT

now that im officially graduated from nanyang,
im A LITTLE lost -.-
alrighttt.
last night was...just like that.
i was being a pain in the ass most of the times, joking about people on stage
and i stupidly thought my left hand was my right hand -.-
so yeah, held the stupid scroll in my left hand, and smugly walked on, thinking i did everything right
then paul tan at the corner of the stage was like 'eva, hold the scroll with your right hand'
i looked at him, smiled and said 'i am what....'
ONLY THEN, i looked down, and realised, DANG! WRONG HAND! -.-
waaaaaa. damn malu! xP

after that. it was pretty much a very mad rush
so there wasnt any time to feel sadness
but really, there wasnt much saddness anyways,
cos afrerall, we're all going to HCI together.
the one that totally crush me would be xu bie hui luh.
i am pretty sure of that. cos only nybb can do that to me.
but then again, the memories in NY with the many special people will always stay!
:D yes i'll miss here, but i cant stay on forever also wad! hahaas.
i do love nanyang, i do. it has done me good. lotsa good.
never regretted going to nanyang.
hci better be as fun.

mm. morning was good. i like morning.
in the hall. dang. that'd be the place i'll miss most.
our hall. where we sleep, eat (shhh!), ball, play, cry, laugh, bleed, everything!
with the veryg ood company of xds and laoshi!!

oh gosh. and sharlene sharlene.
her tears totally shocked me. hah.
then i turned around, and saw weiyi just alone at her seat with tears in her eyes too.
then it was like BAM! the sadness just flooded my heart for a split second.
goshhhh. i cant imagien what xu bie hui will be like for ALL of us. >(

bwah. then yeah. got home. little shitty was busy packing.
and i spoilt my grad bear already -.-
the strings on the hat dropped out!
and i swear i didnt do anything to it.
i just took it out of the bag, turned it around a few tiems, then shittt!
hahahas. i glued it back. gross. oh wells!

s there.
this morn. woke up bright and early to send little shitty off.
shes going to chinaaa for 14 days!
which reminds me! the U18 team is in indonesia now! FIBA! jiayou peeps!
GO KICK ASSSS! =)
yeah. back to my little sis.
so there. T3 was flooded with NY girls -.-
shes gone now. my dad's going to be weird these few days again -.-
dont ask me why. hahahaas. its called DNAS (Daughter Not Around Syndrome) -.-

went home. dad decided to bring grandma out for dimsum and shopping
i hate gradnma shopping.
oh gosh. its pretty disgusting! HAHA. =X

Os HCL exam is on wednesday! i hope i get my A!
but i cant get my A without any effort. x(
shall do chinese laterrr. hahaas.
monday! got chiense remedial. i shall be guai and attend it.
like as usual, even top A1 students in our class will attend,
so how can i, a, lets see, B3? student not attend. eeps.

okay. yeah. anyways.
i have to go off. so there. toodles.

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:30:51 GMT

now, for today.
nothing much.
was driven abotu in the morning.
to move some stupid dining table and what not.
then yeah. off to my grandma's place.
to celebrate my aunt's birthday! :D:D
food was good.
everyone's happy. so yay.

then off to holland V.
cold rock! :D
they're hiring.
but i dun like their working hours.
dun know luh. irritating.

i am bored to shit at home now.
everyone's out.
how stupid can i get, to not want to go out -.-
ahhhhh. well, i was tired beyond hell.
i literally slept the day away.
and since i have nothing to do now,
maybe i shall make myself a mean drink and something to eat,
AND THEN GET TO MY DAMNED CHINESE.
i havent touched a single thing yet.
tell me im screwed. there's really A LOT to do.

oh yeahhh. i cant upload any pics.
=(

chineseeeeeeeeeeeeeee! >(

WHEE ROARS WHEE ROARS WHEE ROARS

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:25:21 GMT

that was my mood yesterday.
damn the moodswings
was just totally hell in church.
got pissed off at everything.
cos its like, so damn dumb and pointless, them stuffs.

anyways!
BABE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!
I LOVE YOUUUUUU! :D
estingen! happy 18th! <3!
this was supossed to be up like yesterday, but yeah, my comp kinda screwed up
so its like one day late.

went to my goddaddy's housewarming after church
his new house is niceeeee
i love my goddaddyyyyyy. he subsidised like $300 for my aust trip
yayyay.
AND I LOVE MY BABY COUSIN ARONNNNN. super uber cutee.
oh goshhhhhh. heartmelts!

hahahas.
off to far east to meet AH LE!
stupid jiale luh. see! shopping is productive with me around! =)
and nah, i din get anything, i just accompanied SOMEONE around,
for many many many many rounds.
hahahas. oh wells. nvm. she got wad she wanted, all at a damn low price
comeonn! piercing piercing togetther. they wont notice a second ear peircing!

next, PS! met jasmine, then wiggy.
stupid jiaqi was lateeeeee. hahhahas.
and shes always provoking me!
SEE! YOU ARE EVIL TO ME! hmph!
and im right lorhs, even rachel says jiaqi's always purposely provoking me
hahahas. astons was good.
rachel joined us for dinner at a later time.
the queue was shit outside, damn glad we went early. hoho.
walked around.
and stoned for mroe than an hour at B&Js.
ice cream and tons of retarded pictures.
i think i gained 5kg today.
and grah. i hope i get called i hope i get called.
damn embarrassing.
hahhas. and the pictures were totally damn hilarious.
ice cream was good. food was good.
we walked around being totally retarded and all. hoho.

back to PS. jasmine and jiale had to go off.
and the rest of us decided to walk to orchard -.-
but my mom smsed me halfway,
so i had to go home first and the rest went to heerens
there.
RACHEL! I WANT THEM PICTURES! :D:D:D:D

thank goodness theres no sch tmr.
hahas. okay. lunch at my grandma's,
then yeah. off to holland V! cold rock!
ms chue rocks. hahahas.
eunice! be happy! we're finally all going out!
hahahas. after a tediosu time of planning which day we could all go out yo.
so there there there. im going to gain even more weight tmr.
and just like die during trng on wed or something! oh noooooooooo =(

i swear my ankles dead.
it hurts like hell, even when im walking normally luh.
>(
roars!

my day was pretty good.
am really happy.

how can it ever be fun Oo

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 14:41:59 GMT

anyways! trng today back in NY was SO MUCH BETTER/FUNENR than ytd's
but yeah. trng two consec days = body die, ANKLES/KNEES DIE =(
hurts like hellll. weiyi's hurting too i know
ay ay! TAKE CARE! i aint dead yet, so you cant die yet too! hahahas. yao si yi qi si =D
then you're going to say who wants to die with me right! :O hoho.
oh wells. still. jiayou!
and wow, me and cassy were like at each other's throats today -.-
hahas. or rather, i was at hers, and she decided to come at mine! xP
dui bu qi laaa. :D

came home. ended up only i was eating lunch at home -.-
but mummy cooked anyawys (:
best thing was, i ate the EXACT SAME THING FOR DINNER -.-
cos no one cooked. so the food was just recycled.
porridge and erm, muay chai. some kind of preserved veggie thing luh.
hahas. nvm. quite nice(:
yay to home cooked food.

tmr! church. hah! i finished my homework! syjia, you can go and kill joel!
haahahahs! he's so not done yet! but I AM I AM! wheee.
then, going to goddaddy's place for his housewarming,
and im going to be thickskin and request for a very evil chirstmas present. xP
and then! since SOMEONE wants to go shopping, and i very nicely agreed to accompany her. hahahas.
:D yay to myself! hahahas. okay okay. dun kill me! :X
aiya. doesnt matter. meeting the gang later in the evening for dinnerrrr!
yay. astons! yay! haahashh. goood fooood(:

oooo. my older sis is running the great eastern 10km run tmr! hahahas.
all the best mann.

oh gosh. its super early. like 1030 -.-
and my whole family is in bed.
like. except for me. who is rotting in front of the comp x(
hahahas. I AM BORED.
oh no. i have A LOT of chinese homework to do.
its literally a MOUNTAIN. sucks.
like even cassypoo is complaining. and sayign that theres serisouly a lot to be done
and shes acutally NOT DONE with them yet and have a whole long way to go.
IMAGINE THE AMT OF CHI HW! =(

MS CHUE DOESNT WANT TO REPLY MY SMS!
MS CHUE! REPLY REPLY REPLY PLEASEEEEE.
yeah right, like she will even read this -.-
roars! >(

ah wells. thats all for todayyy.

devastated

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 16:26:44 GMT

with my chem results.
the subject that i guess, i am most confident of an A1.
DAMN. grrrrr.
BUT I DIN GET MY A1
i was ONE mark short.
oh wells. couple of few really stupid careless mistakes.
nvm. i shall not brood over my results.
bio was alright. haix.
NVM. I PROMOTE! :D
so there. i dun really care anymore.

now, i have to eat less, like seriously,
continue the way/amt i was eating in sch today (i think i shocked jiale they all -.-)
hahahas. im going to turn into a pig real soon.
yeahh. so there.
training tmr! gasps! dieeee! under the sun somemore, with such sucky fitness level.
i really am horrible now.
i wanna get my form back,& more more more! IMPROVEEEEE >(

sch was a waste of time today.
zhuo laoshi din come in for chinese lesson
so there. we had self made cards! hahahas. from foolscape paper.
it was damn funny. BRIDGE BRIDGE! :D:D
and the drawings were :O hahahas. resulted in all of us taking super long to process what it was
whether it was a clubs, hearts or spades. hahaas. cauliflower! >D
pretty damned funny. i was on a winning streak! hoho.
wingyau was retarded, and kept refusing to shuffle our cards! hahas.
sabby walked into class halfway when literally everyone was into our own card games,
hahhas. & she decided to ignore the fact that we're playing poker i think. hoho.

tmr's goign to be sadddd.
4 hours of chinese? ah wells.

jiayou!

stupid chineseeee.

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 13:22:02 GMT

there's this baby show thing on the tv now.
apparently its soem competition thing
WA. THE KIDSA ARE EFFING CUTE! HAHAHAS.
chao ji ke ai! oh gosh.

anyways.
i busted my knee during trng.
hahahas. tmr sure can see blueblack de -.-
sianz. busted my back/hip/butt where that place is.
we were playing something like dodgeball/war game,
and so, i was running for my life, dodging a damn ball, and turning around the pillars/corner
and din realise the floor there was wet, thanks to the rain, so i slipped,
and flew/skidded/crashed right into the desks at the back of the hall on my back/arse.
okay. wadver. thats not the main point
point is. I AM DEPROVING
my qiu gan is HORRIBLE TERRIBLE PATHETIC now.
and my brain's so damned rusted.
i think xds wont believe that im actually they're da de luh,
from the way i da changed today. gross.
i am superbly disgusted by myself. =(

ahhhhh. my body's giving up on me ><

physics is giving up me!
damn damn damn damn damn
okay. so i failed. I FAILED! *screams*
physics is so going to mess up my msg! =(
wehhhhhh. D<
damn stupid some of my mistakes.
oh wells. its over.

comeon chem comeon bio!
im counting on both yall le!
i want my As. i want my As.

went to get HCJC uniform today.
cos yeah our class was allocated to go down for fitting today.
so i bought.
hahahas.
'now we're all going to look like paper bags' = =''
hahahas. well done man. material's pretty hard though.
i look forward to the day its so washed its actually soft and comfortable.
yay yay!

i was late for school today.
okay. not exactly late.
but later than usual. dun like!

i think my moodswings are pretty horrible today.
dang. hahahas.

nanyang is fucking stingy.
cant believe it.
$200 is like lesss than 10% of whole damned trip. gosh. shitass.
now im to puke up $1000 myself.
i need to workkkk.

=(

babe!

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 11:21:54 GMT

please please please get well soon.
am really sorry for not noticing anything.
am sorry for letting all these happen to you.
roars.

eva seah, you suck.
you really do. eff.

>((((

040607081215

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 15:43:09 GMT

the loves of my life!

ANYWAYS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYI!
I LOVE YOU! <3!!

yeahhhh. today was good.
the only blemish was my 12 marks flying away thanks to ONE stupid partial fractions question
SO THERE!

highlight of the day was weiyi's birthday!
muahaahahas. see see! I WIN! I TOLD YOU THE IKEA THING WAS JUST US! hoho! :D
and weiyi's popo is really cute! (: a thousand million times cuter than mine. hell. like mine is even a tinge cute -.-
weiyi's hair is nice now! but she refused to wear the birthday cake hat in ikea! hahahas.
blindfolds, cake, playground! :D i bet you loved it! hahahaas. LOVE US! yay.
PICTURES! I WANNA THEM PICTURES!!! >D
sweet sixteen yo! love you always! hahhaas

i want team outing again!
all 6 of us went out today! *screams in joy!*
hahaas. its been forever since we went out as the team,
and besides pictures from zonals like lat year or something,
the only other existing pictures of a teamouting was erm, sec2 -.-
pasirris park! hahas! we finally have more today! yay yay.

so there. after weiyi went off.
yushi came over to my place for homecooked food =)
my younger sis got bored at home so she decided to cook pasta
nice ncie! hahahas. then yushi and i were going through my pile of letters!
hahaahahas. I AM DOING TO RE-READ EVERY ONE OF YOUR LETTER YO LAOBA! hahahhaas
so funnnyyyyyyy! =)
yush introed me to watch vampire knights.
hahaas. its an anime. quite nice! btu ouran high sch host club funnier. hahas.

oh wells.

i slacked my day off
and i ahve EVERY INTENTION to slack the remaining weeks of school days off too!
yay!

going for trng on sat? yeah yeah!
then goign out! then. lets see.
oh nooo. hwachong trng starts soon ><
i scared! HAHAHAHHAS. rubbish.
yeah yeah.

thats all for today!

& maybe, i still do feel that way.

:D

physics

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 13:59:56 GMT

was just so damn badd.

im praying for a pass ><
like a 50% pass! ><

hahahs. i slacked the whole day off! YAYAY
FEELS GOOD =)
& i was doing some stuffs, that has a lot of yellow in it! HAHAHA

how was ur bugis shopping eh weiyi!
>( and you get to go out while we were stuck squeezing our brain jucies in class today =(

i can wake up LATE tmr!!! :D:D:D
mmm. my math is kinda screwed?

tralalalas. watched 2 movies at home today :D
feels so damned good to be relaxing after the stupid physics paper
haahas. dirty dancing and erm, i forgot wads the second show called.
hahahas. and please, dun be mistaken, the so called dirty dance was latin/ballroom dancing!
was considered dirty AT THAT TIME. (which was ages ago? hahas. quite a old show.)
HAHAs. yeahhh. staged in cuba. gosh. i lovee the cuba feel/style and music man!
whoo!horray for the music the music! :D latino!
(psst! the male lead is damn hot! hahahas! ) at least i think so -.-

oh gosh. & can yall believe it.
it is the lower sec LAST paper TODAY
LAST PAPER, so they get ONE WEEK OFF,
till next tuesday when 'sch reopens'
roars. this is so irritating. firstly, the started later than us,
secondly, they end earlier than us,
thirdly, they're papers are obviously EASIER EASIER EASIER than ours
lastly, THEY GET SEVEN BLARDY DAYS OFF =(
& we only get 3! or is it 4? doesnt make a really difference, oh wells
BUT SEVEN! D<

tv time! :D

GO AWAY!

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:32:06 GMT

I BITE! D<

i am in a horrid mood today.
like really horrid.
and my dad was sulking at the sofa just now and said: "为什么你不要跟我讲话"
HAHAHAS. okayyy. it didnt help change my mood
but my dad's retarded -.-

bio! roars!
i hate the exams. 3 more papers left.
3 evil meancing horrid papers left.

anyways. i better get off the comp now
before my dad comes & chops my head off.
since he just got into a horrid mood too.
thanks to my stupid grandma. >(

blahhh.

this isnt right

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:13:53 GMT

i know i houldnt be feeling this way.
should be happy for you. but right now, im kinda jealous.
and feeling super inferior -.-
madness. this is stupid stupid stupid stupid.

oh anyways.
my mom's retarded.
rachel sms-ed me today while i was sleepign,
and somehow, managed to convince me in my sleepy state to join the 10km new balance run next sun
so while i was asking for permission,
my mom thought i was asking if i could go train together with my older sis, yeah, cos shes running the great eastern run 2 weeks ltr.
so she agreed. then rachel promptly helped me signed up after that.
then when i told my mom was goign to run, she & my dad were like. SHUI JIANG NI KE YI QU PAO -.-
well done. hahaas. too bad. cant pull out now. aint gonna waste my mooneyyyyyy.
so there. in a very wu nai tone, my dad was like 'ni qu pao, make sure ni you hui lai jiu dui liao' -.-
i think im going to die running 10km! my fitness level is zeroooooo now.
hahahas.
rahchel! be honoured! HAHAS.
anyways. we'd always be around! :D you know it!

studied a bit of physics today.
cos had to practive piano for tmr. im quite screwed up for everything.
and im feeling really dumb.
no no no no no. physics physics! please say you'd be my best friend! =)
roars. and i need to pia math.
i wanna ace my second paper.
and i need to ace it. to pull up my damned math scores & to make up for paper1's mistakes.
($^@#%&#$&_!(&$
i think im giving myself unnecessary stress -.-
hurrrrrr.

should put my life in His hands. learn how to do so.
so there, tell me what i should do! =(

anyways. i feel really stupid.
yes weiyi, this is for you!
weiyi totally reads me like a book.
nooooooooooooooo. =(
YOUR FAULT LUH WEIYI! AHAHHAHAS.
hahahas. goshhhh. worm in my stomach! =)
ahhahas. i bet you'd say its gross to be in my stomach!
but yeah. still, im very happy to have a friend like you. that ur my friend!
though it sucks that you can totally read me, but then again,
im honoured! hahaahahas. =)
and i wonder when i can ever do that to you.
i always get confused 'reading' you! hahahahas.
tsk. you secretive person! hahahas.
your fakes too good already luh!
'shake head jiu ke yi fake dao le'
HAHAS. :D:D

oh and james was over baking this afternoon.
some caramel custard cake.
the smell was so damn distracting.
it was obvious much more tempting/appealing than my physics textbooks & notes.
hahahas. too bad i wont get to eat it.

ooh, and i concluded, somehow i feel that malays carry mohoks sooooo much better than chinese.
hahahhas. :D

i wanna cut short hair.
hhahahas. maybe i can.
after lets see, 10 more years -.-
i'd get like kicked out of the house if i do i think.
hahahhas.

i am losing my drive to study for EOYs.
this is really bad xP
i wanna go out!

& today! i finally found the no doubt cd from a thousand years ago.
it somehow dissappeared.
and no oen knew where it was.
today, i found it in my sister's cupboard -.-
it msut have had been rotting inside for at elast a year without my sis knowing -.-
goshh.

the great eastern race pack is nicer than the new balance one =(
hahhaas. im such an ass. oh wells.

alrights. its pretty late.
i shoudl start studying soon! =X

artificial sweetener

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:17:14 GMT

thats what you are

anyways! math paper one today.
it wasnt as bad as i had expected it to be
i should be thankful.
but i still had a whole truckload of mistakes,
and a few questions which i had no idea why i didnt know how to do -.-
nvm nvm. at least, im happy that i think i will pass! yay! hopefull 65% ><
mmm. paper two up next fri.
i think it will be baddddd =((((((((((((((
irritating! roars. okayyy. nvm nvm. jiayou. hahahas.

i came home.
after gg to hwachong's open house.
accompanied rachel and tohers there.
walked around. left pretty soon. nothing much actually,
since i knew i'd be gg to hwachong (thats if i blardy pass)
and i think i'd be gg back to bball :D
sara weiyi! wad about you cassypoo? hahahas.
mmm. and back home.
INSTEAD of studying physics,
i ended up watching kill bill!
fascinating show! ahahahas. but whyyy did she really kill bill =(
bill loved her so. hahaas. but they're crazy killers. gosh.
maybe its better that one's gone. hahahas. so they wont be at each other's throats all the time
oh goshhh. those katanas are pretttyyyyyyyyyy! I WANTTTTT!
a real one too. & not some stupid oh wall display.
okay. displays aint really stupid, i have a set at home & i love them,
but imagine swinging a real one! a good sharp solid one. hoho.

mmm. lets see...
hurrr. i cant think of anything else -.-
i want my life backkkkkk. hate studying.
and im pianist on sunday! screams.
i havent practiced anything yet ><
die >(

oh comon! 3 mroe papers! gogogo!
hahas. and laoba's done with her exams =(

=X

i will survive...

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 15:41:07 GMT

& pull you through with me

talking to ploy made me really happy just now
hahas. shes soo funny. oh wells.
and SHES IN GERMANY.
I AM JEALOUS! HAHAHAS.
yeah so there.
we were engaged in a brazen rojok thai/german/english conversation
qutie fun. gosh. i wanna go back to chiang mai. it was so damn fun.
ah wells. nvm. i realise i really do like overseas trips.
like chiang. and the U16 bangkok! hahaas.
australia coming up! whooo

damn it evaseah -.-
the exams aint even over yet.
and you're thinking of all these stuffs.
goshhhh. go mug!!!
bahhh. im going nuts. hahas.

nvm. today was qutie a happy day.
boarding school was fun.
with weiyi and hanjing. mmm.

lessons were alright.
except that i slept away half the physics lesson.
well. i stayed awake for the official lesson!
hahas.

i am pretty bored.
i think i should sleep!
alright then. i am going to sleep!
:D

goshhhhhhhhhh.

what you dont see

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:33:52 GMT

doesnt mean its not.

i feel wasted.
eh. the font size seems wierd today -.-

okay. maybe its just me...but it really feels wierd. =(

i dun like this i dun like this i dun like this.
roars.
two more blardy weeks. hell to studying.
its getting on my nerves.

today was just like that. -.-
dinner was very good. hahas.
my mummy steamed nice fish. teochew style.
yummmm. the fish was gone in like, a few minutes,
and the rest of the dishese were totally ignored till the fish was gone
hahahs. =)

and the usual sleeping.

ohhhh. lets talk about lucky babies -.-
i chanced upon this float,
which was given to us by my rich autn & we're passed it to my baby cousin.
so saturday night, while we were going though the stuffs, we saw this huge float,
with a really really wierd shape. curious to what the hell was the float (we thought it was some animal initially),
little shitty and i blew it up. yes we're crazy, to blow up such a big float, which i suppose,
rich tai tais will use an electronic pump to inflate it. well done.
after quite some time, the float took form....
& its a ridiculous looking float that has a blardy 'umbrella' or rather, mushroom shade -.-
goshhhh. its like this red thing attached onto a normal float that shades the baby
the float has a back rest too. impossible.
the next thing they should do, add a cocktail/milkbottle table/platform on for the kid man.
hurrrr.

yadaa. wake up girl. stop living in denial.
hurts more that way. oh wells.

i dont know how i should pass time.
cant sleep. slept too much in the afternoon.
cant study. i should burn my books someday.
oh no. cant do. little shitty needs them.
& surprisngsly, i aint in the mood to watch my shows.
it just adds on to the guilt. dang.

bahhhh.
=(

& im sorry

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 13:44:10 GMT

i went to SBC today, to take the gear,
hahas. and i ended up training.
was quite stupid. cos yeah, felt a bit out of place.
weiyi and yushi din train! hahahas. hahas. but nvm. it was good seeing yushi again! =)
i'd be seeing you again yo laoba! hahahas. weiyi's birthday soon! whooo.
went there. mr teo came in, saw me, was like, ni you mei you dai xie zi?
and i stupidly answered, huh? yeah yeah. you dai! -.-
BIG MISTAKEEE.
next thing i knew, i was asked to change into trng gear and play.
hahhaas. but i was the 'guest' today.
so i din have to do PT and i got to select my 5 on 5 team.
hahahs. mr teo played 5 on 5 too -.-
but i robbed him of xiao hui, jamie, jia min and jing ya! hahaas.
so there.
he kept making his team run fast break!
hahahas. poor sze ying ><
and poor me who was defending sze ying ><
we were playing man marking. so there. hahhas.
nvm. good workout luh.
finally some balling away from the whole pile of shit work.
but nvm. i got to see all them lovelies today =)
hahahas. maybe not all. there were only like 9 ppl?
oh wells.
the shoes are nice. better than the combined one.
which i gave to my aunt cos she needed them to do sports.
and the jersey is ORANGE! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

oh, and i heard from weiyi cassy's really pissed that i ponned sch.
hahahahahas. oh myyy.
i hope i dun die on monday or something.
which reminds me. damn .
i need to churn that parent letter out. hurrrr.

din do much today though.
like. 2 chapters of chem?
damn. im screwed.
PHYSICSSSSS.
i think im only just about done with the sec3 topics.
roars.
stupid kinematics and forces and waves and what not.
took me a thousand years.

mmm. lets see. i think my thighs are aching><
DAMN! hahahas. i suckkkkk.
cant wait for after eoys! hahahas.
guen! then we can go running :D yay yay. jian fei!
but hor, if want to jian fei/gain stamina/gain fitness,
have to jog/run for more than half and hour. preferbly 1 hour.
hahhas. totally reminded me that time when rachel & i went running at macritchie
hahahahas. 5km straight. then short runs of like 1 km, 2 km? and what not
all i know is that we kept getting lost...THANKS TO SOMEONE! HAHHAHa.
and spent like i have no idea how many hours stuck inside macritchie.

i need MORE MORE MROE TIME! =(((((((((
roars. i thnik the sciences are so much more screwed than the hummans.
cos somehow, for hummans, i din really care, and yeah. couldnt be bothered abotu the topics.
but science is totally diffrent,
i know i need to , and i shall believe that i ahve the capability to score well.
but then, somehow, when i study serisouly, i realsie there's soooo manyyyy topics and things to know.
and despite the fact that i started studying like pretty damned early, i still feel so damned unprepared! =(
mmm. besides physics >< cos i totally refusesd to study that early. damn, now im regretting. hahahahhas.
i suck i suck i suck. yay.

so there. little shitty got a new phone.
hahhaas. good for her. her phone looks like its been though wars -.-
but then again, bad for my daddy, cos he's usign her currnt/old phone now
HAHA. alright. im being mean xP

lalala. bye people.
i am going to attempt doing something constructive for today.
and if not, im going to bed! =)

PHYSICS

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 09:10:01 GMT

is my best friend for today!

hahahas. im at home. the whole day.
was mugging physics MOST of the time.
yeahhh.

DID ANYONE WATCH PROJECT RUNWAY LAST NIGHTT
WAAAA
I WANNA GO TO TIMES SQUARE HERSHEY'S!!!!!!!!
DID YOU SEE HOW HUGE WERE THE DAMNED CHOCOLATE BARS.
AND AND ALL THE CHOCOLATES!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
i am sad. i wanna chocolates! roars.
damn.

tralalalas. i am still doing physics.
go physics go! bwahhhh.

oh. i hope mr balloon is fine & no ont tortured it :D

=)

i think i gained 5kg today

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 13:27:47 GMT

the day was good.
food was good. damn good.
company was pretty good.
but my stomach was BADDDDD.
hurting all the way. cramps and all.
wad not shit ass.
i was literally dying.

yeahhh. i have to start studying later!
somehow somehow.
im panicking a litlle now...
for not starting physics yet! hahaas. screams!

i wanna eat stuffs. damn im a pig.
but i dun know wad is it that i want to eat.
nvm. i shall refrain from going into the kitchen.

oh! theres a new captain underpants book set out now!
the 4 in one limited edition thing.
my older sis got me the first set. which is the first 4 books.
bow's the next 4...WITH AN INFLATABLE CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS!
haahhahahahhaahhahas. its uber retarded.

more or less my day.
went to idea after eating at peach garden at thompson.
dim dum! =)
got my stuffs. yadayada.

oh and i hate seletar country club's shampoo =(
it makes my hair feel like grass. damn.

ooooo. i love it when my rich aunt moves house! HAHAHAHAS.
:D:D

today is a happy day. yay.

patapatapataPOM

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 15:55:27 GMT

I AM BACK!! -.-
okay. not like it really matters. hoho.

anyways. i really enjoyed the evening out with yushi weiyi and qian plus tim on the 23rd! =)

IH AND LA AND CHI PAPER ONE IS OVERRR. SCREAMSS!!!!
okay. im sounding super bimbo here -.-
but yeah. glad its over. hope i din screw up too badly and that i can pass.
sciences next. urgh. I HAVE TO START ON PHYSICS!!!! =(((((((
mmmm. lets see. chem and phy tmr?

ITS CHILDREN'S DAY IN ONE MORE HOURR
MY DAYY YO!! :D:D:D
hahahas. im sounding relly stupid again. but who cares!
i remember in sec2! when i was officially erm, weiyi laoma and yushi laoba's son/daughter -.-
im more the son now. hahahas. we went shopping at Toys'r'us.
and they bought me this really cool retarded kiap kaip toy
and yeahh. i named it kiap kiap! =)
and then. we went to taka to walk around and we saw weiteng dd who kidnapped my kiapkiap
and ended up playing with it herself -.-
yes. she ran away from us. so we literally had to hunt/chase her back to get kiapkiap back.
super funny. hahahas. we're all like little kids! fun yo!
so yay yay to children's day!
WE HAD JELLY FROM MS VAN DYIK! XIE XIE NI!
AND CHOCOLATES FROM MS YEO! YAY. MY CHOCO BABYYYYYY((((((:

bwah. i wanna go geylang serai & eat yummy foood! =(
but its so damn sinful! hahahas.

tmr! day out!
dad's bringing us all to club tmr. together with erm. uncle yanmei's family.
gym gym gym! am gettting realllllllyyyyyyy fat. gross. gross gross.
yada. then dim sum lunch! hahahahs. mmmm. gym isnt really going to work the way things are planned.
HAHAHAS. OH WELLS!

oh & i conluded that lydia teo is a REALLY COOL teacher.
fine. i've concluded that like in sec2. but now im saying it!
LYDIA TEO IS REALLY COOL -.- hahahahas.
and somehow, i think sarah dd is somewhat similar to ms teo. -.-
now i bet weiyi is giong to diao me like crazy >< hahahas.

talking about weiyi. boarding school! hahaas.
quite cool. took pics a few days back. mm. still with weiyi though.
upload upload!
now, zhiyi joined us.
and hanjing too today! hahahas.
re nao! re nao!

school is boring shit?
nothing much to do in lessons now.
erm. that is, for ih and la lessons.
but its so damn mentally draining!
exams. school. exams. school. exams. school.
urgh! nvm nvm. i'll survive. I HAVE TO DAMNIT.

besides that. lets see what happened recently.
OH AND I AM VERY PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF!.
my shooting now is like WAYYYYOFFFFF >(
shou shi's crap. i think i'd die if i ever start training again. grah.
i wanted to say something i wanted to say something. BUT I FORGOT! =((((((((((

I LOVE TMR!!! WHOOO. NO SCHOOL! TATA!

its a little bit funnnnayyyy

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 15:43:53 GMT

this feeling inside.

stupid retarded piece of shit. urgh.
i laughed like crazy.
then i got damn sad.
thinking if only. hurrrr. ok ok.

now, to my main point, although im still about 15mins away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUSHI!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!! <33333

alright. hahahahs. happy 16th! heh. dinnerrrrrrrr (((((;

me cassypoo and weiyi spent the whole afternoon getting our hands dirty.
hahaas. okay. please dont think otherwise. as in. literally dirty.
damn. now my pins are all silver -.-

LA paper on wed. i think im prettyd amn screwed for that.
cos i havent started anything. but then again,,,,WHAT'S THERE TO START ON!!! xP

today today.
eh. nothing much. i learnt how to fold some really cool stuffs. ahhas.
yeah yeah. thanks joey anyways.

mmm. i was totally distracted at the BS today. i dont know why.
din study much in the end.
weiyi and i totally had fun scaring zihui & kaini. hahas. damn funny. okay
im sorry for scaring yall! but yall wanted to spray water at us! tsk! HAHAS.
i have a feelign i might just like nosebleed dring EVERY paper this EOYs. hahaas
i actually nose bled while studying today at the BS -.- well done eva seah.

alright alright. im tired. bye world. wan an =)
hahas.

season of the bitches

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 09:05:24 GMT

dang. i think i left all my LA readings in sch ><
i cant stay at homeeeeee =(
its 5pm now. and for this wholeday, i've only been awake for 3hours
of which, i was doing housework, eating and watching tv.
man this sucks. no studying at all.
i cant wait for EOYs to be over.
roars. but im going to kill myself if i dun make it to HC.

oh a happier note.
im done with someone's present. hahaha.
wheee.
my grandma was being a bitch though.
hate her.

sometimes i dont understand why yall do that.
compare and wail about whose going to screw up.
when. urgh. okay. nevermind.

physicssssss. here i comeeeee.
hopefully i'd still be alive to go chruch tmr ><

getting nowhere

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 16:21:10 GMT

MY POST JUST GOT WIPED AGAIN. FOR THE SECOND MOTHEREFFING TIME

JUST WHEN I WANTED TO COME AND REVIVE MY PATHETIC LJ

MY POST GOT WIPED. ASUIDHBO@*$^!@)$%!@)$

i am very very upset =(

so there , i cant remember wad i was blabbering about jsut now
i shall cut to my main points.

I AM VERY EXCITED AND LOOKING FORWARD TO THE 23rd SEPT and 16 OCT :D:D
cos it involves 2 very special people in my life! <3
muaahhas. aww poo, no worries, is till love you too. hahahas.
but damn you luh, eoy period, jiu bu guan wo le =( hahahas! joking.

i ran todayyyyyyy! :D with weiyiiiiiiiiiii
am currently feelign 0.01% healthier.
okay, thatsl ike bullshit. but doesnt matter.
i really dislike running. I WANT TRAINING!

i havent touched physics.
and my other subjects are going nowhere.
dieeeee

JASMINE!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahas. gosh. i love you for being such a good friend yo.
:D:D

oh, laoshi cooked ytd! dinner at the BS. hahaas.
her mummy was there too.
and goshm, they are freaking alike. talk move looks. yada. hahahas.
food was not bad. :D yay
i love laoshi! i really do.
NYBbALL & laoshi's like the best thing ever happened to me.
hahhaas. wheeeee.

bwahhhhhhhhhh
this is irritating. everything. i cant sleep
but i dun feel like studying. ooo. this is baddddd.

somehow.
OH! i dreamt of the U18 team! -.- HAHAHHAAS.
see guys, im missing yall already.
okay. studying is really getting to me. gross.

QIANWEN! i returned class key today leh.
ARENT YOU PROUD OF ME! (:

wheeeeee

im broke =(

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 13:50:24 GMT

im really lazy to blog. but a lot of thigns has happened. :O

1) saturday was love. i love my teamm! and i love laoshi! xds too(:
2) im torn about the U18 fiba thing. but nvm. i guess its best. now i study:D
3) GUEN! thanks for letting me study with u!!! :D:D
4) im studying a lot. its driving me nuts.
5) IM PEELING! =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( damn the sunburns on my face. urgh
6) im done here. bye peeps.

that dull ache again

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:47:50 GMT

i love BS-ing with weiyi :D
hahahas. dont ask me why. btu yeah. it feels nice.
hoho. ytd was totally hillarious.
went up to laoshi's placed. knocked on the door a thousand times, but no one opened it.
then we realised, it was unlocked, and suddenly, it seemed to us,
that laoshi might have left it open for us (:
so hey. we went in, and yeah. called for laoshi.
but i think she din hear properly, so weiyi walked in first,
then laoshi saw her, she saw laoshi, and they both scared the hell out of each other -.-
hahhahahas. then all 3 of us just burst out laughing like crazy.
me and weiyi literally were rolling on the floor please. hahahaas.

this weekkk.
nothing much. cept that i have been really worn out lately
and i have no idea why. i sleeep by 12 every night? roars.
my progress report is shit. the comments are shit. my results are shit

sabby have been making us lots of SRQs lately.
as in. not the whole thing. but more of like write a paragraphs and stuff.
but the essays are really hard to get the ideas out of it. as in. yeah. oh wells.

tuesday! band! hahas.
i like the songs :D
not to mention, i totally embarrassed myself during assembly. urghhhh

wednesday. nothing much. i forgot actually. urgh.
oh we were makign laoshi's present.
i like it. very much. hahahas.
i hope laoshi likes it. cos thats the whole point

today! i totally not regret going for guitar lesson.
ahahahhas. wanted to pon one. cos i was really tired. but i went after all
ahahhas. AND I PLAYED ON A TAYLOR :D wow. its $4200.
i lvoe moses guitar. and i thought his Timothy was swell already.
jammed shout to the lord(: love that song.

tmr is teacehr's day celebrations.
but i just feel like. stoning somewhere.
ah wells. laoshi wont be around to celebrate with us
=(
saturday:D
supermannnnnn(:
i think alex teo will look damn cute holding it. HAHAHAHA.
im mad.

maybe, i need to try harder